Seriously Dread. complete bummer. I am living on less than what is required too. Minimum amount from Disability pention, and now just do what's required to take care of the absolute necessities, everything else is gravy. (I'm delivering Pizza to make ends meet)
Years ago after losing my young family to an other guy, I was looking desperately for answers, This is probably as close to a direct answer to a prayer I have had, in words anyway, it just came, and here it is exactly as written, it's helped me and many others who have sometimes needed a reminder of what is really important. So take it for what its worth. Really, all the best to you...........Steffan
Beloved: In your hands lies the future of all that is to be for you. You are the custodians of your own destiny. Through choice and responsibility of your actions, this world can be changed into a spiritual paradise. The kingdom of God already exists in your own soul. The life that you live is a reflection of what will be for you in the days to come. It is within reach, for you to bring about your part in establishing the kingdom of God on this earth. Right now, this earth is your home. Take care of your home, and those that dwell in it. Make it a place for purity, and sanctify it from those forces that can distract you, and hold you back from your heritage. Be as one family. Help each other, and share your gifts, for the love of humanity, for your own sustenance, and for the Love of God.