Tony.....Sincere and heartfelt condolances from down here too. We've been there a few times, and each time it hurts much the same....Gutted. I lost my beloved old girl ( a black pug) of 15 years , this past mothers day. She was a big part of my life, and I still miss her terribly ( more than I care to say....) and not a day goes by that one of us here does'nt say " I just MISS HER!!"
Finally, the good times are being remembered, and 15 years of memories are all good.
Takes a while, but healing does come. Knowing you gave her so much love, and a loving home, care , companionship, respect, purpose, and a 'place' in your life, certainly helps too.
Sounds like your Gracie was a much loved part of your family too.
Hang in there. :wink: